That's how i felt recently, nothing entirely making sense, my course was getting to me and i wasn't making much progress with any work, I was feeling like most of the time, sleep was minimal and sleeping was difficult.
However I came to a dead end and turned a corner and after 3 weeks at home, i felt considerably more at peace.
As you can see in my gallery, i've added a few more photographs and will be adding more on the coming weekend, however my current stock of new images i like is fairly low, so instead of being the opportunist waiting for shit to fall into order, i've decided to take a bit more of a lead with my work.
Currently, I'm going to finish this course (It's web design in case you didn't know) just for the Diploma at the end, but it will be second on my priorities. My first priority, I'm getting a job and stopping being a professional parasite, I'm going to save up for a decent camera and go from there to do what i enjoy most, Taking photos of places which were once great.. but now nobody gives 2 shits about, I have 3 sites in mind.

Abandoned Milk Factory (It's actually kinda cool looking and close to my place)
Abandoned Orphanage (It has creepy stories and a "somethings gonna kill me" kinda vibe about it !)
Abandoned Train yard (... it's a train yard, looks cool but isn't creepy)

I probably won't get around to these sites for 1-3 months, but here's hoping to sooner rather than later, who knows what can happen between now and tomorrow.

In the meanwhile I'll go through my older photos that i never quite finished going through
but if anything it's just going to be crap i don't like, so if my work seems to be getting worse rather than better, It's only temporary.